Saturday, October 03, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
Reading PRlVATE Novels by Kate Brian
Private Novels by KAte Brian.
Yes my dear bloggers and readers, i collect those books. lol. since 2oo7. and just today May 11, 2oo9, i started reading them. want to know why? well, because im about to graduate next year and i just got this funny feeling that it will be too weird for me to read high school-teen-ish books next year because, well you know, graduate and about to work like some adult serious type. yeah, i think you get the picture. so anyway, i started reading them, and then i realized that i still lack the 8th and 9th book, sooo vadabeeem-vadabooom, i will eventually get my hands on them..
about this books,
Yes my dear bloggers and readers, i collect those books. lol. since 2oo7. and just today May 11, 2oo9, i started reading them. want to know why? well, because im about to graduate next year and i just got this funny feeling that it will be too weird for me to read high school-teen-ish books next year because, well you know, graduate and about to work like some adult serious type. yeah, i think you get the picture. so anyway, i started reading them, and then i realized that i still lack the 8th and 9th book, sooo vadabeeem-vadabooom, i will eventually get my hands on them..ok, get this, in this blog it says it was written in may 11, but the truth is, it's already may22, lol.
and i'm done reading books 1 to 9. waah book 1o will be released in september and im like waaaaaaaaaah. i can't wait! i have to know what will happen already! as in right now! and i dont think it will end on that book, i think there are still a lot more to come.. soooo
anyway, moving on to my point on blogging about this...
here are my comment and opinions on the book/ characters..
REED BRENNAN: i SOOOOO hate her! well, i kind of like the concern attitude that she has and her love for Josh Hollis[LOVE HiM!], but then, why does she have to be such a social climber? [ouch. i know. but i can't think of other words to describe her] what i mean is that, she already knows that she is way better than those Billings Girls, yet she still wants to be a part of that sorority or dormitory or group of spoiled brats! grrr. i mean c'mon! those girls are like mean to her and bossy and all the annoying attitudes that you can think of, and still she wants to be friends with them! grrr. one of my reasons why she is so stupid and easily manipulated are these: first, those Billings, tortured and killed his first boyfriend Thomas Pearson, 2nd, they accused the love=of=her=life Josh Hollis for a murdering his bestfriend Thomas, although he's not the one responsible, 3rd, like i said, horrible ways of treating her. hello??? wake up already girl! you are so desperate to be one of them although you know it's hurting you! and your life and your love life! how can you even choose those girls for JOSH? hello?? i though he's you LOVE-of-your-life! he's only lecturing you and telling all those stuffs about Billings because HE cares and LOVES you sooo much and also the fact that those girls put him in jail! why can't you see that? he even asks forgiveness all the time whenever things are wrong with you guys. and the 'i love you' moments that he has with you! oh, c'mon!!!! he's totally in love with you!!! and what the hell is going on with you FLiRTiNG with DASH MacAfferty?? hello!!!!! now, look what you did! you lost him! and he's now with ivy slade! i know you still love him and he is still totally in love with you, but hello again? conflict. ivy. *sighs* you know Josh, he wants to do the right thing all the time, meaning no cheating!
and then, in paradise lost, you suddenly fall in love with another guy? Upton Giles? seriously? i know you said that it's just a fling and all, that you are moving on for Josh and for yourself. but... waaaah!Josh Hollis: He is like my crush in this series! lol. well, he is totally the best great perfect boyfriend type! seriously! he's always there for Reed, always apologizes even though it's not his fault, always supports and understands Reeds, LOVES REED SO MUCH! as in! always happy when he feels the love he is giving and the one he is receiving in return. super sweet!!!! totally sweet! and i am just so head over heels for this guy. lol. you know when Reed and Josh broke up it was like he had broken up with me. lol. i felt like crying and how come he moved on already with ivy!??? why is that?? can't he just be single or something as of the moment? why move on for a NEW one already?? why why why? he knows he's still in love with Reed! so why???
ok. i guess i dont know. when he saved Reed from that gun! hello? love is there! in the hospital! HELLO?? it's totally obvious that he doesn't know what to do, because of his love for reed! aaaaaaaaaargh but i really do hope they get back together! please?? kate brian!!! hey! please?? PLEASE?
Noelle Lange: well, i like this girl at some points because she treats Reed as her sister and all. but there are just some qualities that are really hateful. lol.
Arianna Osgood: psycho-killer! but motherly in some ways. creepy eyes, especially when she stares. is totally in love with Thomas.
Taylor Bell: SMART! nice!
Kiran Hayes: Wow. model and all! totally generous! lol. likes getting drunk. and Dreck Boys.
Dash MacAfferty: Abercrombie Model look. wuhooo! HOT!
Upton Giles: Whatta player! but i doubt this sometimes[and i hate it because i really dont like him to end up with Reed because JOSH is FOR Reed. period!] but then, all of her friends say that he has changed when reed and him started hanging out. then, he confesses to her that he's in love with her! talk about WHAT?!
Sawyer Hathaway: i dont know why he's part of this post. well, it's just because i like him for being the quiet and handsome and mysterious type! totally hot! hahaha. and also, because Reed cares for him in a friendly way. and because of this i kind of started crushing on him! lol. and i wish if it's not Josh for Reed, i wish it will be Sawyer! hahah. well of course im still a JOSH fan!
cant wait for book 1o!!!!!!! suspiscion!!! september!!!!! aaaaaaaaah
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Reading Wicked Lovely Series by Melissa Marr
talk about Faeries and a hottie! hahah
soo anyway, Wicked Lovely series is one of my addictions this summer. i personally don't know how it all happened. and why.. well, ok. i actually know why! haha! it's because i want to collect book series and since i already read Blue Bloods Novels in ebooks, i've decided to not buy the books yet. and also since House of Night Novels are tooo many already and expensive, i also did not consider them anymore. and then there is this other novel series which are about Faeries. so i said to myself, why not collect this one since there are only 2 books out as of the moment. so there. tada! i bought them last April 27, 2oo9. i started reading the first book, which is Wicked Lovely on May 3, 2oo9; ink exchange May 4, 2oo9 and Fragile Eternity May 5, 2oo9.
i really love these books because i really really love the love story between Seth and Ash! waaaah.
Wicked Lovely
Love Story: You see Ash has been crushing on Seth for like, when he started flirting and turning into someone handsome and cute and oh! you know what i mean! HOT boy! haha. but then, she doesn't really want to confess what she really feels for him because she knows Seth as a one-night stand kind of person and she doesn't want to be one of his' girls' that get tossed around after sex. also, she doesn't want to ruin their special friendship just because of her feelings for him. for her, she's contented by flirting[e.g. sweet talk, small kisses on body parts like neck hands cheeks etc, sitting on lap, hugging, caressing. intimate touches! lol] On the other hand, Seth here, TOTALLY feels the same for Ash, he's like, wanted to get settled with one girl and that's Ash. he never felt like that before Ash came to his life. and he's only respecting and giving her space so that she can figure out for herself that he totally cares and loves her. sooo one night He KiSSED ASH! waaah! [haha, i know im just uber kilig over here.] then, Ash started kissing him back, and Seth was like happy that he waited for that kind of moment for so long because for him it totally feels great! sooo there confessions! Seth has been waiting for Ash to recognize and feel that he's in love with her for 7months now. and Ash was like 'really?' because she can't believe that they both have the same feelings for each other. but then, faerie-issue comes and suddenly Ash turned out to be a faery and a Queen for Keenan the Summer King. then, suddenly he wants to kill Seth because he's in the way of his plans.
to make this short, Ash came up with an idea that she will only treat Keenan as a business partner of some sort and the Summer Queen issue as her job and all. of course Ash and Seth are like TOGETHER still! and Seth, well, it's not that his ok with it. but whatever, for him as long as Ash and him are in love with each other, that's all that matters. and besides Keenan is like in love with Donia the Winter Queen. so there.
in ink exchange, it's all about Leslie and irial and Niall. The guys, love Leslie. but in the end Niall replace irial as the Dark King and Leslie, well she turned away from faeries and remain as a mortal.
in Fragile Eternity [i haven't bought this book yet, although i already read it in an ebook]
here, Seth becomes a faery. a one of a kind faery. Sorcha the Queen of High Court turned him into a faery and considered Seth as her own son. during this process, Seth vanished for 6months in our world, and broking Ash's heart. because of this Ash, considered Keenan's love or in other words giving him a chance to make her fall for him. but then in the end Seth came back and explained everything to Ash, saying that he only did it because of his love for her. [AWWW sooo SWEET!] he also metioned that he did it because he doesn't want to be the fragile mortal anymore and he wants to be able to protect Ash from danger. he also told her about Keenan being manipulative and selfish.
Ash started crying in the end.
waaaaaaaaaaah PLEASE MORE ASH AND SETH LOVE STORiES! im dying over here!!!
this last book is soooo bitin!
i don't know when the 4th book will come out.. sooo future impending?
soo anyway, Wicked Lovely series is one of my addictions this summer. i personally don't know how it all happened. and why.. well, ok. i actually know why! haha! it's because i want to collect book series and since i already read Blue Bloods Novels in ebooks, i've decided to not buy the books yet. and also since House of Night Novels are tooo many already and expensive, i also did not consider them anymore. and then there is this other novel series which are about Faeries. so i said to myself, why not collect this one since there are only 2 books out as of the moment. so there. tada! i bought them last April 27, 2oo9. i started reading the first book, which is Wicked Lovely on May 3, 2oo9; ink exchange May 4, 2oo9 and Fragile Eternity May 5, 2oo9.i really love these books because i really really love the love story between Seth and Ash! waaaah.
Wicked Lovely
Love Story: You see Ash has been crushing on Seth for like, when he started flirting and turning into someone handsome and cute and oh! you know what i mean! HOT boy! haha. but then, she doesn't really want to confess what she really feels for him because she knows Seth as a one-night stand kind of person and she doesn't want to be one of his' girls' that get tossed around after sex. also, she doesn't want to ruin their special friendship just because of her feelings for him. for her, she's contented by flirting[e.g. sweet talk, small kisses on body parts like neck hands cheeks etc, sitting on lap, hugging, caressing. intimate touches! lol] On the other hand, Seth here, TOTALLY feels the same for Ash, he's like, wanted to get settled with one girl and that's Ash. he never felt like that before Ash came to his life. and he's only respecting and giving her space so that she can figure out for herself that he totally cares and loves her. sooo one night He KiSSED ASH! waaah! [haha, i know im just uber kilig over here.] then, Ash started kissing him back, and Seth was like happy that he waited for that kind of moment for so long because for him it totally feels great! sooo there confessions! Seth has been waiting for Ash to recognize and feel that he's in love with her for 7months now. and Ash was like 'really?' because she can't believe that they both have the same feelings for each other. but then, faerie-issue comes and suddenly Ash turned out to be a faery and a Queen for Keenan the Summer King. then, suddenly he wants to kill Seth because he's in the way of his plans.
to make this short, Ash came up with an idea that she will only treat Keenan as a business partner of some sort and the Summer Queen issue as her job and all. of course Ash and Seth are like TOGETHER still! and Seth, well, it's not that his ok with it. but whatever, for him as long as Ash and him are in love with each other, that's all that matters. and besides Keenan is like in love with Donia the Winter Queen. so there.
in ink exchange, it's all about Leslie and irial and Niall. The guys, love Leslie. but in the end Niall replace irial as the Dark King and Leslie, well she turned away from faeries and remain as a mortal.
in Fragile Eternity [i haven't bought this book yet, although i already read it in an ebook]
here, Seth becomes a faery. a one of a kind faery. Sorcha the Queen of High Court turned him into a faery and considered Seth as her own son. during this process, Seth vanished for 6months in our world, and broking Ash's heart. because of this Ash, considered Keenan's love or in other words giving him a chance to make her fall for him. but then in the end Seth came back and explained everything to Ash, saying that he only did it because of his love for her. [AWWW sooo SWEET!] he also metioned that he did it because he doesn't want to be the fragile mortal anymore and he wants to be able to protect Ash from danger. he also told her about Keenan being manipulative and selfish.
Ash started crying in the end.
waaaaaaaaaaah PLEASE MORE ASH AND SETH LOVE STORiES! im dying over here!!!
this last book is soooo bitin!
i don't know when the 4th book will come out.. sooo future impending?
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Reading Blue Bloods Novels by Melissa Dela Cruz
Blue Bloods.
ok. this started out months ago, when my friend started telling me that her new book which was Blue Bloods was good and scary at the same time. but then i just ignored her. lol.
then came April and i started asking her about it again... i was like ok, i will read that....
then, i did. well, in an ebook actually because i don't want to buy the books just in case they are not good enough and well, also because i don't like to spend my money again buying books. [but then, turns out that i will buy them after all. actually i just bought 2, because the third book is hardbound therefore it's more expensive than the first 2. soo... Blue Bloods check! and Masquerade check!. it's pretty silly and stupid actually, buying the book after reading them. grrrr. soo much for my eyesight sacrifice. anyway, the story is GREAT actually, i got hooked up pretty bad! i dont sleep, eat or anything at all, i can't seem to take my eyes off the screen of the laptop. it's just so captivating and enticing!
soooo. what i like about the books.
Schulyer Van Alen: i like her because she's not the spoiled rich girl, she's totally herself and well, kind of like has her own style and all.[about her clothes] she's a blue blood and a vampire! yeah!
Jack Force: OMG! he has feeling for Sky! and it says in the books that he is totally hot! hahaha
he has this friendship with Sky, and at the same time the intimate feelings that he has for her. He is also the Angel of Destruction
Oliver Hazard-Perry: He is the bestfriend of Sky! and a family conduit. he will do anything for Sky because he's in love with her. my gaddd. hahaha
Mimi Force: Jack's twin and they are like bound to each other. for eternity! gadd! Angel of Death. i don't like her because she's making it hard for sky and jack to be together! grrr.
Bliss Llewellyn: She is the other daughter of Alegra Van Alen. She's responsible for the deaths of the other vampires although she's not aware of it. She is also a silver blood.
Dylan Ward: intimate with Bliss. yeeee. hahaha but then he died in Revelation because he was used by the silver blood.
Story: Ok, the story, well actually the love story is that, Schuyler and JAck are in love with each other, the problem is they can't be together because, Schuyler is like the new vampire in the circle of Blue Bloods and she is also half human considering her father. She doesn't have that someone who will be bounded to her just like the other vampires. on the other hand, Jack can't be with her because he is already bounded to Mimi, and disobeying what is meant for Jack will only lead to his death, just like what happened to Alegra Van Alen[comatause] who is Sky's mother. you see, she and Charles Force are also twins and are bounded, however, she fell in love with her human imprint, then comes Schuyler, her father's death and Alegra's coma.
At first JAck thought he was attracted to Sky because he saw in his past the he was pursuing her and totally head over heels to her, however, he was only mistaken because that girl in his past was actually Alegra or the so called Angel Gabrielle. knowing this makes Jack confused because even though he knows the truth he still can't erase or let go his feelings for Sky. Sky on the other hand felt hurt because all of a sudden, JAck started avoiding her. in the end of the first book, she lets go of Jack and went to Venice with Oliver to find his grandfather.
obviously in Masquerade Jack still has feelings for Sky, he actually kissed her in the Masquerade ball. However, he still cant really be with her because well, Mimi Force. Oliver is also in love with Sky! yeah! i knooow! i actually like Oliver because of the jealousy part and the concern and loving bestfriend that he is! gosh! anyway, Sky, learned all these feelings and well, she actually doesnt want to lose Ollie because even though she's not in love with him, she still loves him for being her bestfriend. The reason why Sky knows Ollie's love for her is also because she gave him the Sacred Kiss. making Ollie her human imprint. so technically Ollie is hers.
in revelation, Sky, was force to live with the family Force, because her grandpa loss in the case of keeping her and being her guardian. here, JAck and Sky are secretly meeting and well, doing intimate stuff. Jack is jealous of Ollie, Ollie is jealous of Jack, Sky is jealous of Mimi and Mimi is jealous of Sky. wow. sooo, you see, JAck promised Sky, that he will do anything for them to be together and love each other without keeping it as a secret. Jack told her that he knows a way for them to be together. however, Mimi told Sky, that letting Sky's relationship with Jack, will only put Jack's life in danger and might lead to death. Sky's grandpa, told her that there is no way that Jack can break the bond that he and Mimi has, because that bond is not to be broken and not to be disobeyed, because death will come out of it. Ollie, wanted Sky to choose, because he can never share her with someone. He loves Sky so much but he doesn't want to be played or used. not that Sky is just using her, Sky cares for him but she is just torn between the two, because she loves them both.
Jack is ready to do and give his love to Schulyer, ready enough that he will fight for it. however Sky made a decision that she has to let Jack go because she doesn't want him to die and get punished just because of their love for each other. so in the end of the 3rd book revelation, Sky told Jack that she loves Ollie[she does actually] and that they have to let each other go. She did this for Jack even if this totally breaks her heart SUPER. Jack, doesn't want to accept this because like Sky, hearing all of this is also breaking his heart BiG TiME!
my gadddd.so complicated! they both love each other and they are both miserable and aching because they can't be together. Sky doesn't want to lie to Jack but for her it's for Jack's own good. Jack doesn't want to believe all of these that's why he trashes their secret place, attacked Mimi, and the end kissed Mimi! grrr! i know! how annoying! i am completely blaming that bond that they have with each other! i wish i can break that bond! grrr! because of that bond, they are dependent to each other! grrrr again!
i can feel Sky's misery! awwww.
can't wait for october! Van Alen Legacy! 4TH BOOK!
ok. this started out months ago, when my friend started telling me that her new book which was Blue Bloods was good and scary at the same time. but then i just ignored her. lol.then came April and i started asking her about it again... i was like ok, i will read that....
then, i did. well, in an ebook actually because i don't want to buy the books just in case they are not good enough and well, also because i don't like to spend my money again buying books. [but then, turns out that i will buy them after all. actually i just bought 2, because the third book is hardbound therefore it's more expensive than the first 2. soo... Blue Bloods check! and Masquerade check!. it's pretty silly and stupid actually, buying the book after reading them. grrrr. soo much for my eyesight sacrifice. anyway, the story is GREAT actually, i got hooked up pretty bad! i dont sleep, eat or anything at all, i can't seem to take my eyes off the screen of the laptop. it's just so captivating and enticing!
soooo. what i like about the books.
Schulyer Van Alen: i like her because she's not the spoiled rich girl, she's totally herself and well, kind of like has her own style and all.[about her clothes] she's a blue blood and a vampire! yeah!
Jack Force: OMG! he has feeling for Sky! and it says in the books that he is totally hot! hahaha
he has this friendship with Sky, and at the same time the intimate feelings that he has for her. He is also the Angel of Destruction
Oliver Hazard-Perry: He is the bestfriend of Sky! and a family conduit. he will do anything for Sky because he's in love with her. my gaddd. hahaha
Mimi Force: Jack's twin and they are like bound to each other. for eternity! gadd! Angel of Death. i don't like her because she's making it hard for sky and jack to be together! grrr.
Bliss Llewellyn: She is the other daughter of Alegra Van Alen. She's responsible for the deaths of the other vampires although she's not aware of it. She is also a silver blood.
Dylan Ward: intimate with Bliss. yeeee. hahaha but then he died in Revelation because he was used by the silver blood.
Story: Ok, the story, well actually the love story is that, Schuyler and JAck are in love with each other, the problem is they can't be together because, Schuyler is like the new vampire in the circle of Blue Bloods and she is also half human considering her father. She doesn't have that someone who will be bounded to her just like the other vampires. on the other hand, Jack can't be with her because he is already bounded to Mimi, and disobeying what is meant for Jack will only lead to his death, just like what happened to Alegra Van Alen[comatause] who is Sky's mother. you see, she and Charles Force are also twins and are bounded, however, she fell in love with her human imprint, then comes Schuyler, her father's death and Alegra's coma.
At first JAck thought he was attracted to Sky because he saw in his past the he was pursuing her and totally head over heels to her, however, he was only mistaken because that girl in his past was actually Alegra or the so called Angel Gabrielle. knowing this makes Jack confused because even though he knows the truth he still can't erase or let go his feelings for Sky. Sky on the other hand felt hurt because all of a sudden, JAck started avoiding her. in the end of the first book, she lets go of Jack and went to Venice with Oliver to find his grandfather.
obviously in Masquerade Jack still has feelings for Sky, he actually kissed her in the Masquerade ball. However, he still cant really be with her because well, Mimi Force. Oliver is also in love with Sky! yeah! i knooow! i actually like Oliver because of the jealousy part and the concern and loving bestfriend that he is! gosh! anyway, Sky, learned all these feelings and well, she actually doesnt want to lose Ollie because even though she's not in love with him, she still loves him for being her bestfriend. The reason why Sky knows Ollie's love for her is also because she gave him the Sacred Kiss. making Ollie her human imprint. so technically Ollie is hers.
in revelation, Sky, was force to live with the family Force, because her grandpa loss in the case of keeping her and being her guardian. here, JAck and Sky are secretly meeting and well, doing intimate stuff. Jack is jealous of Ollie, Ollie is jealous of Jack, Sky is jealous of Mimi and Mimi is jealous of Sky. wow. sooo, you see, JAck promised Sky, that he will do anything for them to be together and love each other without keeping it as a secret. Jack told her that he knows a way for them to be together. however, Mimi told Sky, that letting Sky's relationship with Jack, will only put Jack's life in danger and might lead to death. Sky's grandpa, told her that there is no way that Jack can break the bond that he and Mimi has, because that bond is not to be broken and not to be disobeyed, because death will come out of it. Ollie, wanted Sky to choose, because he can never share her with someone. He loves Sky so much but he doesn't want to be played or used. not that Sky is just using her, Sky cares for him but she is just torn between the two, because she loves them both.
Jack is ready to do and give his love to Schulyer, ready enough that he will fight for it. however Sky made a decision that she has to let Jack go because she doesn't want him to die and get punished just because of their love for each other. so in the end of the 3rd book revelation, Sky told Jack that she loves Ollie[she does actually] and that they have to let each other go. She did this for Jack even if this totally breaks her heart SUPER. Jack, doesn't want to accept this because like Sky, hearing all of this is also breaking his heart BiG TiME!
my gadddd.so complicated! they both love each other and they are both miserable and aching because they can't be together. Sky doesn't want to lie to Jack but for her it's for Jack's own good. Jack doesn't want to believe all of these that's why he trashes their secret place, attacked Mimi, and the end kissed Mimi! grrr! i know! how annoying! i am completely blaming that bond that they have with each other! i wish i can break that bond! grrr! because of that bond, they are dependent to each other! grrrr again!
i can feel Sky's misery! awwww.
can't wait for october! Van Alen Legacy! 4TH BOOK!
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Sad Story....
Why is it that people always die when the love story is all about two people in love and the other one is a soldier or works for the military?
how come the soldier always has to go away?
Away as in dead or away as in just gone.
It's always a sad story. and stories like this one makes me want to cry.
c'mon! the girl who get's left behind is so lonely or crushed or torn or whatever!
why do people or these guys promise girls that they will come back even if they are not really sure if they will come back??
they don't even know if they can survive the war or something.
and then again of course these girls will wait or write letters hoping someday their loved one will come knocking on their doorstep.
the sad part is.....sometimes it's not their loved one who will come and knock. it will be the messenger or the captain or the co-soldier giving them the news that that person died in the war and he wants to give you this or that(it can either be a letter or something sentimental)
waaaaaaaaaah!
what a sad sad story.....
i hate stories like this! although i want to watch or read something like this one because it makes me feel so emotional. hahaha!
ok, so maybe i really don't hate it that much.
haha!
how come the soldier always has to go away?
Away as in dead or away as in just gone.
It's always a sad story. and stories like this one makes me want to cry.
c'mon! the girl who get's left behind is so lonely or crushed or torn or whatever!
why do people or these guys promise girls that they will come back even if they are not really sure if they will come back??
they don't even know if they can survive the war or something.
and then again of course these girls will wait or write letters hoping someday their loved one will come knocking on their doorstep.
the sad part is.....sometimes it's not their loved one who will come and knock. it will be the messenger or the captain or the co-soldier giving them the news that that person died in the war and he wants to give you this or that(it can either be a letter or something sentimental)
waaaaaaaaaah!
what a sad sad story.....
i hate stories like this! although i want to watch or read something like this one because it makes me feel so emotional. hahaha!
ok, so maybe i really don't hate it that much.
haha!
Monday, September 08, 2008
Review: If You Could See Me Now
If You Could See Me Now by Cecelia AhernMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
Last September 7, 2008, 3:30pm...i came to my room and wept.(JOKE!) haha!
I got the book from my bookshelf and started reading the book...(duh!)
before anything else i would just like to say this, a quote from the book that was mentioned by one of the characters, and that is, GNIROB!(smiles)
You know the movie P.S. I Love You? yep. Cecelia Ahern is also the author of that book. This book "If You Could See Me Now" will also be made into a film. waaah! OK, i know i'm obsessing....but this book made me cry!
I know, OK, here I go again with my babbling to all of you guys.
You see, i just read a book called "If You Could See Me Now" i was really deeply involved in the story that i couldn't stop grasping the story in my mind and just held it there. it's like i don't want it to end or it's like I'm wanting the story to go on and lead to that HAPPY ENDING that i want! I really wanted the story to have a happy ending. although i know it did by making me see that the characters were all happy and contented by just feeling a small part of their lives that they met someone that made them fall in love and then just move on.( i don't think i made that one clear enough) but still, you know me, i always keep on babbling here that i couldn't stop myself from saying the things that i want for myself or for whatever story it is that my mind couldn't stop forgetting and just move on....grrrrrr.. i can't help feeling but sad, lonely... it's like i want to cry as in really cry but i couldn't seem to do it. well actually i did cry back in my room when i finished reading the book. yep, as in with tears! hahaha! anyway, it's not funny, i really feel like crying right now, but i just can't, although i feel like I'm crying from the inside. i know i may sound really crazy but i don't know, i just feel like this.
First of all, how come some people just end up their stories with somewhat happy YET REALLY REALLY depressing for other readers. Well, readers like me. i just don't get it! they LOVE each other!!! for crying out loud! THEY LOVE EACH OTHER! and that seems to be not enough for them to love happily ever after. OK, given the point that Ivan is immortal or doesn't really exist or imaginary! Even so, how come he has the capabilty to fall in love for someone. Huh? what's the sense of that capability if he couldn't even really hold on to it in the end!!!! i hate the feeling if i was him, i know he hated or well, he got really really sad that he can't love her normally. that was a really sad THING! so sad that i even cried for it! haha! NOT FUNNY!
so anyway, given that how come there's nothing that they can do about it? like wish for him to be a normal person or something to make Others see him. how come Opal can't do anything about it? look at her love life, she kept loving the old man until he arrived on his deathbed. really really sad! how come the Jinky joes didn't help at all? the falling star?? waaaaaaaaaaah!
i'm really disappointed because just look at that really DEPRESSING idea. (it makes me want to cry all over again)
and here's another one, the fact that Elizabeth has been abandoned, lonely and afraid of facing what she has or what life she has!!! now, that she found someone that really understands her and love her, that guy isn't even meant to be with her FOREVER??!!! that is so cruel!!!!!!!!!!
how come life for her is like that? didn't she suffered enough for her to face another lost? and this time the lost of the love of her life!??!!
i don't like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to cry!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, i really like the book and the story. but COME ON!!! i want a happy ending!!!!!!!!! i want Ivan to be a normal person or for him to EXIST in the world of humans so that they could all be happy and just enjoy each other's company! for crying out loud Luke is also his FRIEND!!! they make a great FAMILY!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
okok....i have to
stop.
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If You Could See Me Now
I know, OK, here I go again with my babbling to all of you guys.
You see, i just read a book called "If You Could See Me Now" i was really deeply involved in the story that i can't stop grasping the story in my mind and just held it there. it's like i don't want it to end or it's like I'm wanting the story to go on and lead to that HAPPY ENDING that i want! I really want the story to have a happy ending. although i know it did by making me see that the characters were all happy and contented by just feeling a small part of their lives that they met someone that made them fall in love and then just move on.( i don't think i made that one clear enough) but still, you know me, i always keep on babbling here in this blog that i can't stop myself from saying the things that i want for myself or for whatever story it is that my mind can't stop in forgetting and just move on....grrrrrr.. i can't help feeling but sad, lonely, it's like i want to cry as in really cry but i can't seem to do it. well actually i did cried back in my room when i finished reading the book. yep, as in with tears! hahaha! anyway, it's not funny, i really feel like crying right now, but i just can't, although i feel like I'm crying from the inside. i know i may sound really crazy but i don't know, i just feel like this. and believe i kind of feel happy feeling "This".
First of all, how come some people just end up their stories with somewhat happy YET REALLY REALLY depressing for other readers. Well, readers like me. i just don't get it! they LOVE each other!!! for crying out loud! THEY LOVE EACH OTHER! and that seems to be not enough for them to love happily ever after. OK, given the point that Ivan is immortal or doesn't really exist or imaginary! Even so, how come he has the capabilty to fall in love for someone. Huh? what's the sense of that capability if he can't even really hold on to it in the end!!!! i hate the feeling if i was him, i know he hated or well, he got really really sad that he can't love her normally. that was a really sad THING! so sad that i even cried fo it! haha! NOT FUNNY!
so anyway, given that how come there's nothing that they can do about it? like wish for him to be a normal person or something to make Others see him. how come Opal can't do anything about it? look at her love life, she kept loving the old man until he arrived on his deathbed. really really sad! how come the Jinky joes didn't help at all? the falling star?? waaaaaaaaaaah!
i'm really disappointed because just look at that really DEPRESSING idea. (it makes me want to cry all over again)
and here's another one, the fact that Elizabeth has been abandoned, lonely and afraid of facing what she has or what life she has!!! now, that she found someone that really understands her and love her, that guy isn't even meant to be with her FOREVER??!!! that is so cruel!!!!!!!!!!
how come life for her is like that? didn't she suffered enough for her to face another lost? and this time the lost of the love of her life!??!!
i don't like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to cry!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, i really like the book and the story. but COME ON!!! i want a happy ending!!!!!!!!! i want Ivan to be a normal person or for him to EXIST in the world of humans so that they could all be happu and enjoy each other's company! for crying out loud Luke is also his FRIEND!!! they make a great FAMILY!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
okok....i have to
by the way i even have a song for this book.
it's called Come On Get Higher by Matt NAthanson..
i heard it when i was reading the book and, well, the lyrics really remind me of the song..it's like Ivan and Elizabeth's thoughts...waaaaaaah!
You see, i just read a book called "If You Could See Me Now" i was really deeply involved in the story that i can't stop grasping the story in my mind and just held it there. it's like i don't want it to end or it's like I'm wanting the story to go on and lead to that HAPPY ENDING that i want! I really want the story to have a happy ending. although i know it did by making me see that the characters were all happy and contented by just feeling a small part of their lives that they met someone that made them fall in love and then just move on.( i don't think i made that one clear enough) but still, you know me, i always keep on babbling here in this blog that i can't stop myself from saying the things that i want for myself or for whatever story it is that my mind can't stop in forgetting and just move on....grrrrrr.. i can't help feeling but sad, lonely, it's like i want to cry as in really cry but i can't seem to do it. well actually i did cried back in my room when i finished reading the book. yep, as in with tears! hahaha! anyway, it's not funny, i really feel like crying right now, but i just can't, although i feel like I'm crying from the inside. i know i may sound really crazy but i don't know, i just feel like this. and believe i kind of feel happy feeling "This".
First of all, how come some people just end up their stories with somewhat happy YET REALLY REALLY depressing for other readers. Well, readers like me. i just don't get it! they LOVE each other!!! for crying out loud! THEY LOVE EACH OTHER! and that seems to be not enough for them to love happily ever after. OK, given the point that Ivan is immortal or doesn't really exist or imaginary! Even so, how come he has the capabilty to fall in love for someone. Huh? what's the sense of that capability if he can't even really hold on to it in the end!!!! i hate the feeling if i was him, i know he hated or well, he got really really sad that he can't love her normally. that was a really sad THING! so sad that i even cried fo it! haha! NOT FUNNY!
so anyway, given that how come there's nothing that they can do about it? like wish for him to be a normal person or something to make Others see him. how come Opal can't do anything about it? look at her love life, she kept loving the old man until he arrived on his deathbed. really really sad! how come the Jinky joes didn't help at all? the falling star?? waaaaaaaaaaah!
i'm really disappointed because just look at that really DEPRESSING idea. (it makes me want to cry all over again)
and here's another one, the fact that Elizabeth has been abandoned, lonely and afraid of facing what she has or what life she has!!! now, that she found someone that really understands her and love her, that guy isn't even meant to be with her FOREVER??!!! that is so cruel!!!!!!!!!!
how come life for her is like that? didn't she suffered enough for her to face another lost? and this time the lost of the love of her life!??!!
i don't like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to cry!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, i really like the book and the story. but COME ON!!! i want a happy ending!!!!!!!!! i want Ivan to be a normal person or for him to EXIST in the world of humans so that they could all be happu and enjoy each other's company! for crying out loud Luke is also his FRIEND!!! they make a great FAMILY!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
okok....i have to
by the way i even have a song for this book.
it's called Come On Get Higher by Matt NAthanson..
i heard it when i was reading the book and, well, the lyrics really remind me of the song..it's like Ivan and Elizabeth's thoughts...waaaaaaah!
Saturday, July 05, 2008
I have to let it out of my sytem!!!!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
OK. i guess you're wondering why i just typed the long word up there...it's just i feel like shouting! like EVERYDAY! i don't know. i just want to shout! i want to go somewhere far so that i can unwind myself. i feel lonely that's all. it's like i have this REALLY BORING LIFE. not that i'm doing anything to stop that boring things that are happening. it's also the way i want it anyway...so i don't really want to change ALL of it. it's just that i feel lonely because i think somethings missing. i have friends but then i just feel that it's or rather they are not enough. it's not that i don't like them anymore i just want to get to know a lot more people, problem is i'm holding back from doing it. and i don't know why i'm so scared!!! Damn it! i hate myself for being such a loser right now. i know right, actually i'm fine sometimes. but then sometimes i just get really lonely and i feel that everything going to vanish once i stop breathing or something. another thing is i hate myself for being envious to those couples that i see almost like everywhere and everyday of my life. i don't know how i started to have this feeling of emptiness but i just found out that i want a boyfriemd too. haha! funny because i don't really want one i think i just think that it will make me happy or something or maybe because i don't know... maybe i just want to experience that kind of feeling...but then again AS IF! i'm so boring. yah i know as in BORING! so right now i don't know what to do! i want to cry. actually i just feel miserable and emo with all the things that i'm THINKING! aaaaaaaaaaah!
what i don't get is why i always have a crush everyday.. grrr!! i don't even know THEM i just see them ehen i leave and go for school. grrrr! ok i'm so PATHETIC!!!
OK. i guess you're wondering why i just typed the long word up there...it's just i feel like shouting! like EVERYDAY! i don't know. i just want to shout! i want to go somewhere far so that i can unwind myself. i feel lonely that's all. it's like i have this REALLY BORING LIFE. not that i'm doing anything to stop that boring things that are happening. it's also the way i want it anyway...so i don't really want to change ALL of it. it's just that i feel lonely because i think somethings missing. i have friends but then i just feel that it's or rather they are not enough. it's not that i don't like them anymore i just want to get to know a lot more people, problem is i'm holding back from doing it. and i don't know why i'm so scared!!! Damn it! i hate myself for being such a loser right now. i know right, actually i'm fine sometimes. but then sometimes i just get really lonely and i feel that everything going to vanish once i stop breathing or something. another thing is i hate myself for being envious to those couples that i see almost like everywhere and everyday of my life. i don't know how i started to have this feeling of emptiness but i just found out that i want a boyfriemd too. haha! funny because i don't really want one i think i just think that it will make me happy or something or maybe because i don't know... maybe i just want to experience that kind of feeling...but then again AS IF! i'm so boring. yah i know as in BORING! so right now i don't know what to do! i want to cry. actually i just feel miserable and emo with all the things that i'm THINKING! aaaaaaaaaaah!
what i don't get is why i always have a crush everyday.. grrr!! i don't even know THEM i just see them ehen i leave and go for school. grrrr! ok i'm so PATHETIC!!!
Monday, May 19, 2008
out of the blue
i dont know what to say. ok, that's a first.
i know i have a lot of things going on inside my mind right now, but i can't seem to find the right words and explain myself in a right way of explaining. bummer!
for the past few days well actually last week is the appropriate term for that, i was locked inside a cage with sparrows roaming outside my window and smoke with blue flame flowing across the road. lol! just joking...
in other literal way, i was just inside the house reading dancing singing and other nonsense that can be done....i don;t have enough choice because...first of all i money is a reason, 2nd is because i'm too far away from the civilized place(lol, just kidding) 3rd would be because there was a storm last week, 4th would be because the distance on my way out of this subdivision is too far! garr.
so, i'm stuck here all alone in the wilderness. hahaha! just kidding...
it's not that it's not fun and all, it's just that GOSH! all i do is read read read AND READ! if you can see my planner it's full of BOOK TITLES! like HELLO? all i do around here is read. not that i don;t clean the house or anything, i manage to be the dishwasher everynight and i always sweep the 2nd floor for the sake of cleaning....and i also take a bath..not that it's not of the usual things i do. lol. i just want to mention that one. oh well, i guess THIS is MY SUMMER....BORING...but i don't know i enjoy reading.....it's just....oh i don't know. grrr.
another point that i want to share with you my dear is that CLASSES start netx MONDAY for a Lasallian like ME! grr! it's not that i don't want to go to school, part of me wants to go to...my ONLY problem is the "TRAVEL" part. to be honest i'm SCARED! i don't know....maybe because knowing the HOURS that would take me there to school and again to go back home is like....YEARS of traveling...lol...you get the picture. IT's TOO FAR!!!!!!!! *sighs* i'm also scared because i don't know if i can manage to study or do my schoolworks once i got home, i imagine myself fall to my bed and just sleep...i'm scared of that! you know i have a weakness when it comes to SLEEP! waaah!!! really scary....anyway....i just hope i can manage. and obviously i'm really going to curse someone once it rains or anything!!!! I HATE STORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and FLOODS!!!!!!!!!!! really ANNOYING and EPAL!
i don't what to say anymore....all i know is that 6 days from now i'm sitting in a class room, trying not to be nervous and all....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
i know i have a lot of things going on inside my mind right now, but i can't seem to find the right words and explain myself in a right way of explaining. bummer!
for the past few days well actually last week is the appropriate term for that, i was locked inside a cage with sparrows roaming outside my window and smoke with blue flame flowing across the road. lol! just joking...
in other literal way, i was just inside the house reading dancing singing and other nonsense that can be done....i don;t have enough choice because...first of all i money is a reason, 2nd is because i'm too far away from the civilized place(lol, just kidding) 3rd would be because there was a storm last week, 4th would be because the distance on my way out of this subdivision is too far! garr.
so, i'm stuck here all alone in the wilderness. hahaha! just kidding...
it's not that it's not fun and all, it's just that GOSH! all i do is read read read AND READ! if you can see my planner it's full of BOOK TITLES! like HELLO? all i do around here is read. not that i don;t clean the house or anything, i manage to be the dishwasher everynight and i always sweep the 2nd floor for the sake of cleaning....and i also take a bath..not that it's not of the usual things i do. lol. i just want to mention that one. oh well, i guess THIS is MY SUMMER....BORING...but i don't know i enjoy reading.....it's just....oh i don't know. grrr.
another point that i want to share with you my dear is that CLASSES start netx MONDAY for a Lasallian like ME! grr! it's not that i don't want to go to school, part of me wants to go to...my ONLY problem is the "TRAVEL" part. to be honest i'm SCARED! i don't know....maybe because knowing the HOURS that would take me there to school and again to go back home is like....YEARS of traveling...lol...you get the picture. IT's TOO FAR!!!!!!!! *sighs* i'm also scared because i don't know if i can manage to study or do my schoolworks once i got home, i imagine myself fall to my bed and just sleep...i'm scared of that! you know i have a weakness when it comes to SLEEP! waaah!!! really scary....anyway....i just hope i can manage. and obviously i'm really going to curse someone once it rains or anything!!!! I HATE STORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and FLOODS!!!!!!!!!!! really ANNOYING and EPAL!
i don't what to say anymore....all i know is that 6 days from now i'm sitting in a class room, trying not to be nervous and all....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Last Book of Dream Trilogy
oh yeah! c'mon! hahah!
i'm done reading the last book yeah!
the book is "Finding the Dream" by Nora Roberts.
it talks about the story of Laura Templeton, finding and feeling the real and true LOVE of her life.
she was able to experience the feel of someone wanting her and loving her more than anyone or anything.
i feel so glad and i envy her!! i wish i have someone like the bad and dangerous michael fury. errr...
ok here i go again. hahahah!
i hope to feel that kind of wanting to.
i know it's not yet time for me or so i think it's not.. but i don't know...
no one will know except me i guess....
it's not that bad but..ok i don't know what to say.
i pity Laura at first because she's so ALONE!
i mean...alone in a sense that she doesn't have someone with her like at night...someone to hold her..someone to guide her...someoneshe can depend on... you know.. a LIFETIME partner..
then someone came sneaking behind her back and saw her scrubbing a bath tub. hahahha! i know form the moment they were just teens...LAura had an eye for Michael.. like Michael had an eye for her. ir eally wished they were the one who well....or rather Michael was the guy who Laura fell in love at first...so that she can just have that LOVE the magic or the desire that she has with her...errr..
ok...that's all. hahahahah!
i'm done reading the last book yeah!
the book is "Finding the Dream" by Nora Roberts.
it talks about the story of Laura Templeton, finding and feeling the real and true LOVE of her life.
she was able to experience the feel of someone wanting her and loving her more than anyone or anything.
i feel so glad and i envy her!! i wish i have someone like the bad and dangerous michael fury. errr...
ok here i go again. hahahah!
i hope to feel that kind of wanting to.
i know it's not yet time for me or so i think it's not.. but i don't know...
no one will know except me i guess....
it's not that bad but..ok i don't know what to say.
i pity Laura at first because she's so ALONE!
i mean...alone in a sense that she doesn't have someone with her like at night...someone to hold her..someone to guide her...someoneshe can depend on... you know.. a LIFETIME partner..
then someone came sneaking behind her back and saw her scrubbing a bath tub. hahahha! i know form the moment they were just teens...LAura had an eye for Michael.. like Michael had an eye for her. ir eally wished they were the one who well....or rather Michael was the guy who Laura fell in love at first...so that she can just have that LOVE the magic or the desire that she has with her...errr..
ok...that's all. hahahahah!
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer
gah! so, when i was reading NEW MOON in MEgamall, that was also the same day that i bought ECLIPSE! wah!i can't believe it either! i have the 3 books of Twilight Series! gah!
i started reading Eclipse MArch 13, 2008. gah! i love it because Edward will NEVER ever leave BELLA! EVER! hahah! he was also very protective and not allowing BElla to come see the -according to Edward- mongrel.. haha! jacob, i mean. so i liked that part. i also like the part when Bella asked edward to do the the most passionate and intimate thing that couples do, but obviously., edward refused because he thinks that he might kill BELLA.... sighs... but that doesn't mean there were no intimate parts in the book. wah! hahah! thinking about it makes me feel the kilig factor. hahah!
Thursday, i quoted, "Gah! I'm still obsessed with TWILIGHT SERIES! I can't control myself! I think I'm losing it. But then again I'm happy.....maybe because i haven't read series for like, what? DECADES? haha! oa..."
hahah! so, there, i read and read and read,,,and when Saturday came..i READ! as in READ! never leaving my place!
i hate the fact that BELLA realized the he's in love with JACOB BLACK. gah....when i was reading that part, i wondered what Edward is thinking. although he's not mad at her for loving Jacob, I'm still curious if GREAT PAIN came over Edward. because, i don't believe he's not HURT! gah! oh well, Edward is like they say in the book, unselfish...but i still don't think he's not HURT! that can't be! gah! i hate Jacob for kissing BELLA! and Bella actually respond to that kiss! gah!! i hate hate hate that PART! i know that BELLA loves EDWARD MORE THAN JACOB...but i still hate that PART! gah!!! EPAL! rar! hay... I'm happy BELLA accepted Edward's marriage proposal! that part was REALLY SWEET!!! traditional but gah so romantic!!! shit.
I'm kinda sad for Jacob and anxious what might happen to him in Breaking Dawn....what happened after Jacob feels the way he felt in the epilogue part of Eclipse
wah!! i want to see and read an excerpt of Breaking Dawn...anytime i might be found dead here
with my laptop. ahhah! oa again...gah!!I LOVE TWILIGHT SERIES!
i know this entries sound really weird to you guys...but i can't help it! it's what i'm feeling as of the moment! gah!!
According to Stephenie Meyer,,
TWILIGHT is about FINDING TRUE LOVE...
NEW MOON is about LOSING TRU LOVE...
and
ECLIPSE is about CHOOSING TRUE LOVE!....
gah!! she chose EDWARD! and she will forever chose him!
because like she said SHE can NEVER LIVE without EDWARD CULLEN!
that WILL NEVER EVER CHANGE! gah!
i'm positive about it! hahah!
BREAKING DAWN!! august2!!! gah!!
I also like to read MIDNIGHT SUN so BAD! gah!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
New Moon by Stephenie Meyer Part2
<--THE CULLENS! Wah! today is the day! hahah! I'm reading NEW MOON! hahah! yeah! but...before the reading part, i have to go through school! gah! I'm very eager to get over school and just continue reading NEW MOON, so there, gah school!Funny thing today is that i can still feel that EDWARD left me too. hahah! yeah! how insane of me. i can feel all the pain inside my chest. i was about to cry, but i know that won't be necessary. hahah! gah! i feel so depressed and lonely! haha! i know I'm not supposed to feel what BELLA is feeling but i can't seem to understand myself either. gah again! i felt my cheeks were really hot. hahah! there's a hole in my chest just like BELLA, and my knees are trembling! shet! i think i have a disorder of some sort. haha! but then i can still feel that I'm normal. hahah! gah.
About the book i hate the fact the Edward left Bella! gah! and i was irritated that JAcob has to fall in love for BElla! gah!
i hate the part that' i had been patient reading the chapters that Edward isn't involve. wah! maybe because i have a better control on myself and i don;t like to spoil Edward's return. IF HE DOES RETURN....
well, to my surprise he did! and almost lost his life! gah! thanks to BELLA>...gah!
I'm so angry at Edward because he left, and the words that he left Bella which is, "It's as if I've never existed" gah! i hate you EDWARD!!! i hate you!!!gah!!! i hate because Jacob has to replace him! gah!! well, not actually replace because Edward is STILL the TRUE LOVE of BELLA...gah!
i can't explain my anger...but...i don't know...i can't.. hahah! all i know is that every chapter that Edward is away, i keep on screaming in my room like an insane person, saying, "gah!! EDWARD COME BACK ALREADY!!! GAH!! i hate you for leaving!! why?Why?!" haha! sounds pretty silly huh? hahah! yah i know that about myself and it's pretty funny! HAHAH!
i remember, one morning when i was on the way to school, I'm listening to the songs in my cellphone and every song i listened to was, WELL i think IS CONNECTED to NEW MOON and TWILIGHT> hahah! i kept on closing my eyes, and remembering all the scenes and chapters in my head. gah! hahah!
Okay, i you are to chose, vampires? or werewolves? hmmm...
i pick vampires! because 2 WORDs damnit! EDWARD CULLEN!
gah!
Monday, March 10, 2008
New Moon by Stephenie Meyer Part1
NewMOON! wah! remember my previous entry? well, i said I'm OBSESSED right? well here i am, and i just bought NEW MOON! i didn't care if it will make me hungry and poor because of using my school money., ahhaha! gah! sorry i really am addicted with this! haha!so there, March 10, 2008, i bought NEW MOON! gah! i started reading it when i went home.
This book is when Edward will leave BELLA! making Bella suffer and all that craziness-depression-ish. wah! I'm really drawn with this book, it's as if i can feel the suffering of BELLA! the numbness the hole in her chest. EVERYTHING that makes her upset! it's like EDWARD left me too! (hahah! ang feeling! ahhah!) well, anyway, it's what i felt, when i was reading it. rar! I'm stuck with the phrase that Bella quoted when she was in the depression stage, "Past fading, Future impending"...wah! it's time for me to sleep! and I'm still not in the part na Edward came back! IF he does and WILL come back! gah! i hate the thought that he won't be coming back! it's like killing and pulling all out all the insides in your system and mind. the only hard part is that those insides fight to be taken away from their place! shit....wonder when i can be deep as Shakespeare...or whoever classic author was there...maybe i could make all of you cry! haha!
anyway...i must sleep! school tomorrow. shit. and there's a transport strike, meaning NO JEEP! shit. so there, later.!
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
Okay, i might be a little malabo and weird and obsessed AND CRAZY, but well, you know well enough blogger, so don't complain why i speak or talk like this in here! haha!So here goes, last week, uhmm March 5, 2008, to be exact, i accidentally and unintentionally bought a book, that i didn't even know that I WILL LOVE! SHET! so anyway, the book's name is TWILIGHT by Stephenie Meyer. At first i thought i won't be reading any book as of now. and to even prove to you why i was going that path was because i packed ALL my UNREAD and READ books, put them all in a huge box and sent them away to our new house, which is in CAinta. haha! funny thing is, i let my new bought-book stay under my sister's bed(my pretend book case). i didn't actually knew what the reason was, but i guess i don't want to send all my books away so i kept one, in case i changed my mind in READING again. actually, i don't have any reason for me to read again, i guess I'm just tired, preoccupied and maybe a bit lazy to read as well. but then BOOM! hahah! after i send all my "babies", i went inside my sister's room and well, i searched the internet and typed TWILIGHT in the search engine. so there, when i saw WHAT WAS INSIDE THAT BOOK, i was sooooo...well i can't explain and i can't think of any adjective to describe that feeling, but i think i felt my myself a bit crazy. maybe it's also because the pictures of the Characters are really beautiful! the characters!!! wah!!! i think that's the first thing that struck me and influenced me to read the book. but then, at that time, it wasn't enough, because i'm still LAZY, and seeing the SIZE and the PAGES of that THICK book! gah! i'm like, I DON'T THINK SO, JOAN!"....so there, when i was holding the book and unconsciously STARING at it, i was like, what the hell, it can't hurt. (oh!! i guess i have another "theory" why i don't like to read books at the moment, especially series; well because i know that once i started reading, i know that i won't be able to control myself and I'm going to be obsessed like what i am right now. gah!)
SO there, I'm reading the book! and i can't help but read it and read it and read it, until i realized that i was REALLY enjoying that book! guess i haven't read any book like that before, or it's just because i haven't read any books like THAT for a long time. the book was a PAGE TURNER! hahaha! i love it. but then time has to break all the excitement I'm feeling at that moment, because i have to live the house to watch a play. gah. but then, you know what, i didn't care, because i brought the book along with me, i even decided to buy the 2 books. so i decided to go out the house and went to National Bookstore, Cubao! hahaha! yah i know, crazy me! hahah! there, i was expecting to see PAPERBACK copies of NEW MOON and ECLIPSE, but then i only saw a HARDBOUND copy of Eclipse, so i said, maybe some other time. because GAH! books are really expensive, even if it's sale! GAH! they are HARD BOUND books! i can't afford at that time, so there, i said i just have to wait. GAH! so what i did was, i just bought another series, which is the VAMPIRE DIARIES series. yeah! hahaha! i guess I'm totally obsessed with vampires now. hahah! then after that i went to DLSU, well, first i ate lunch at Jollibee, waiting for my friend to came while i was READING TWILIGHT! haha! (how obsessed, right?!) hahaha!
so yeah, i kept on reading and reading and reading..i got home from school and read again. next day nstp, i brought the book with me! hahah! although i didn't read it in the site, so when i got home, i slept and did all my HWs,...after ALL that, i began reading again...then at about...2-3am I'm done reading the book! gah!! so beautiful.
I'm in love with EDWARD! i even wished I'm BELLA! gah!! EDWARD CULLEN iS THE PERFECT GUY! shit! i can't believe and accept that he's just a fictional character. hay...
but then again, TWILIGHT is GREAT! all of you should read it! the love story was so captivating and GAH! hahaha! i like the part when BELLA is irritated because she doesn't know why Edward "hates" her and why HE doesn't want to be friends with her. although Edward is acting the i-should-stay-away-from-Bella act, he still can't keep himself away from her! wah!! it makes my spine tingle when i'm thinking about this! wah!!! it's a really wonderful book! and i can't wait to see the movie! i also like the playlist that Stephenie made in her site. gah! I'm so obsessed! shit.
obsessed..hahah! the next day, i read the first chapter of Midnight SUn, it's a book, well it's the story of Twilight, only it's from edward's point of view. wah! amazing author you are MEYER! gah!
